Dear Heart by Matasha Lee
I hope I haven't let you down again,
Lately I've been dreaming about Once upon a times,
I know, I shouldn't dream about Forever after
Because I must protect you, guard you from the what ifs of life.
We have been through so much together and I know I've hurt you.
I tried, please forgive me!
I only think that each time I fail I can get up,
When I want to quit, to keep going,
When I'm losing faith to get on my knees and talk to God,
I really thought, this time, it would be different,
I know, I've said it all before.
I've pulled at my heart strings and asked for a sweet sounding melody of the harps playing, but only received the blues.
So, how can you trust me, not to hurt you?
Why would you believe me?
When I leave this letter I will have to get back in motion to repair you, cleanse you, and revive you.
I don't want to lose you in my quest for love,
I must stop and build my wall again.